Walang pasok ngayon kaya nung last Saturday I went home, I took pleasure last weekend. Last week puro suspended ang pasok tapos ngayon walang pasok ulit , sabi nila lugi daw kami , well maybe in the part of learning but in having our family during the day na walang pasok I am sure hinding hindi ako malulugi , kasi for me kulang na kulang ang time namin ng family ko for bonding, masyadong busy kasi ang lahat ngayon.

Walang pasok…. walang pasok eh bakit nga ba walang pasok ? hindi ko tuloy alam kung anu ang sense kung bakit walang pasok , basta walang pasok yon na yon. Ang mga ibang istyudante kaya? Alam kaya nila kung bakit walang pasok , palagi kasing inililipat ang araw ng holiday kaya tuloy minsan hindi malaman agad kung bakit walang pasok. Tulad ngayon National Heroes Day pala kaya walang pasok eh ang alam ko kasi sa 31 pa yun pero namove pala.Pero di bale pag walang pasok tulad ngayon nakakatipid ang nakararami kasi hindi na sila magpapamasahe at hihingi ng baon sa kanilang parents kaso nga lang yung dapat nilang matututnan sa day na yun ay nasasakripisyo. Buti nalang may remedial at para naman makabawi.

Enjoyin nyo nalang ang araw na ito para sa family, para sa mga gawaing bahay at para sa mga requirements ninyo ng hindi ito masayang hindi naman kasi tayo politicians at para maghanap ng kamera at magpakwela na lamang.

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Last month I started on my job, actually it is a part time job well because I just wanted to work while studying and the major reason I need money. So I went for crazy interviews and luckily I was hired. My first assignment was to tutor Koreans; there are two of them actually. At first I was too nervous and feel excited nervous because it was my first job in my life, and excited to know my clients. So the day came I went to school first but I can’t concentrate because of I don’t know maybe because of fear that my client might be rude that I can’t handle that they can even say fuck you ! or bitch like those I’ve watched in the television or they could not understand English plus I remember my experience to my Korean friend .My friend and I are walking that time having a good time and I tell him about my family, and tell some stories then finally I stop and asked him if he understand me then he asked me “what’s understand?” and I realized that he did not understand all the things I am talking all about, funny. Anyway back to the topic, every negative notion came into my mine that time. Nevertheless, I convince myself that I can I do it no matter what happens. The schedule was 5 pm, and I arrived there 4:30 pm, sweating, feel nausea It’s like that I want to vomit or like have a LBM….. hahaha just kidding , actually just feel nervous then I met my 1^st client she is a teenager looks nice and looks kind, I introduced myself and I started to teach her science, and I feel good all the way, until time was over. Afterward I met my second client, and all worries flew away, he is very nice and kind, and I feel great.

I laughed at my self for being uncomfortable that day; I wasted lot of energy in worrying.

Sir,

I am so glad you’re my father, you mean a lot to me and to our family. You always look us every now and then, were so grateful to you papa, mama is so lucky to have you in her life I am so sure of it. I can’t pay all the hardships that you have with mama to support us at school, even sometimes I act rudely to you and to mama. I will never forget all the things that you teach me. Don’t worry papa I will always look up to your sacrifices, I will do my best to my studies even I am not that bright child of yours.

I will reach all the dreams that we wanted, don’t worry papa I am nearly done to my studies. Anyway papa happy birthday and I pray for more birthdays to come, in your life. I know your not bored with your farm you always love it than anyone else does keep it up papa , soon I will hire a assistant for you He he he And will also buy your favorite whisky, and your tobacco.

Cheer up papa your son is always here.

Pa, just always remember that we are here for you no matter what happens, I will always love you papa.

Happy birthday….. I pray for your good health and long life….

Your Son

I was so exited that time to deliver my report at school in one of my subject a very boring subject , so I prepared my self I read my report for several times to understand it , I even had a self rehearsal at the comfort room. Well I know exactly that I already understand my report.

“Now I’m prepared “ I told my self , then our professor ask my group to deliver the report so as a spokesman I deliver it , I know that my classmates already understand it well in fact they always nod and nod as an approval. After that we reach the question and answer portion, one of my classmates ask a question and with confident I answer it and explain it deeply. Furthermore they had another question, in the middle of my explanation my teacher with a sarcastic voice “What are you talking all about?” and I feel like an ice in the middle of the desert ,and my classmates eyes flashing like big question mark (BIG ?).Wow, great! I told my self what a joke and what a jerk.” Now I have to talk” I told my self, I reply immediately with a calm voice saying” we are talking about the…….” And I congratulate my self in protecting my pride without the help of others. Finally I smile with pride to my teacher and to my classmates and they smile as an approval.

LESSON: Always trust to your knowledge and have a self confidence to fight for your own world view no matter what happens.