Last month I started on my job, actually it is a part time job well because I just wanted to work while studying and the major reason I need money. So I went for crazy interviews and luckily I was hired. My first assignment was to tutor Koreans; there are two of them actually. At first I was too nervous and feel excited nervous because it was my first job in my life, and excited to know my clients. So the day came I went to school first but I can’t concentrate because of I don’t know maybe because of fear that my client might be rude that I can’t handle that they can even say fuck you ! or bitch like those I’ve watched in the television or they could not understand English plus I remember my experience to my Korean friend .My friend and I are walking that time having a good time and I tell him about my family, and tell some stories then finally I stop and asked him if he understand me then he asked me “what’s understand?” and I realized that he did not understand all the things I am talking all about, funny. Anyway back to the topic, every negative notion came into my mine that time. Nevertheless, I convince myself that I can I do it no matter what happens. The schedule was 5 pm, and I arrived there 4:30 pm, sweating, feel nausea It’s like that I want to vomit or like have a LBM….. hahaha just kidding , actually just feel nervous then I met my 1st client she is a teenager looks nice and looks kind, I introduced myself and I started to teach her science, and I feel good all the way, until time was over. Afterward I met my second client, and all worries flew away, he is very nice and kind, and I feel great.
I laughed at my self for being uncomfortable that day; I wasted lot of energy in worrying.
